valentine's day

yesterday is valentine's day oh i think many couple oso will celebrate and play so happy oh.i remember tat last year how my bf and me celebrate oh .tat day we go to eating then we got saw one girl sell flower lo then he say he wan buy flower for me but me really feel shy say no need la actually i really wan de but i scare expensive oso lo cuz few day ago he juz tret me go to langkawi travel and use so many money oso lo cuz tat time he juz work as part time .But tat time he still wan buy for me lo tat time me really so happy i can feel tat he really so love me but now i can feel tat he like don love me anymore le really feel so sad juz can blame myself dono be good gf and fu chu too late le sometime i will think if he really give me the last chance i really do my best de but he really don 1 give me chance le maybe me juz for him is a hurt only and nothing good for him really feel sad.Yesterday go to paradise beach do the single party do the bbq at there with my college fren.ya can say all ppl r single still got ppl pei me but my heart still so pain dono why really feel bu shu fu then see so many couple at celebrate at there oso really so sweet and me juz at there like wan cry out .tat time i think if me and him still together then 2day we will celebrate so happy oso de but no chance anymore maybe im no tis luck too cant celebrate for tis year only.yesterday i really so miss him and i think dono he got miss me oso ma..but i think no le cuz i din do 1 thing make him happy oso all only is da hurt really so bad for him all over d nothing can liu lian le haiz..why i still think tis ah ya i still cant 4get him really cant i oso dono why i will become like tat maybe i really love him d but din treat him good oso not so love him.now actually i oso dono how like no point d really so regret...hope can faster become well....