unhappy

finally finish my project and presentation d quite feel good cuz finish d so fast 3 years pass d lol .but can say tat not so happy dono why maybe tis thing not really tat i wan .i oso dono wat i wan dono hw to happy d no diretion d haiz...like all thing over d.now wan find a job to work but dono can get ma hope can get a job i don 1 study d now i really wan give up all thing really like cant 4get since i do de wrong thing so susah nia..why be human no meaning de like no hoping since de me go where d like no more happy le where r u now pei pei r u lost d no u anymore ma .like become not me le like become too weak d am i still love him ma ????ya still got but i noe no chance d why i still so miss him ah he still got love me ma??maybe no d i think now he love other girl d now me for him is nth le juz for him is a hurt only hw he will remember and love me leh haiz...nw wat i nit to do ah i really dono ......